With this hand,I will lift your sorrows

your cup will never empty,for I will be your wine

With this cadle,I will light your way in darkness,and

With this ring,I ask you to be mine.

 

 

 

 

   Finally finish watching the American TV series  "Sex and the City".Woo...moved deeply.

    Four New Yorkers Carrie,Charlotte,Samatha and Miranda,hold their friendship till the end.They are real friends,athough they ever quarreled with each other,they fought,they shed tears,they are still the closest friends in Manhattan.They share everything in life,talking men,sex,birth,death,single,marriage...which can't be bought by money,can't be taken place by man.Maybe no one's life is perfect,as no one is a perfect man,but when there'er some friends around,all comfort words can light your the way.Sometimes one needs a shoulder,a hug,a touch not from boyfriend but bosom friends.Mr Big has said:"For Carrie,no man is as important as her three friends,all men come after them."

    I love the series not because of the fashion style of clothes and shoes,yes,of course they are cosmopolitan,but what is more touching is the understanding between people,the attitude to life.Who said that single women are tragic,who said that 35 is old? There're so many ceremonies about engagement,wedding,giving birth,but why not any celebration for sigles,is that single persons are inferior?

    when watching it,I thought a lot...

Charlotte told Harry "no love,just sex." but finally she felt in love with him,the bald,short and talk while eating guy,and finally married him.So,what's love?

......

Samatha,who is 45,and has thousands of mature men pursueing after,gave her hand to a 28-year-old boy that still wanted to be a part of her life after knowing she'd got cancer.So,what's love?

......

Miranda and Stieve became couples after their son was 1.The wife is a lawyer while the husband is a bartender,it's cruel for both man and woman to accept,but they overcame,and said"I do." in the end.So,what's love?

......

Carrie,the girl who is looking for her sincere,impassioned,open-hearted love,dating with all kinds of men.Mr Big,Aden,Berge,the Russian...When she finally went to Paris,hoping to start her new life,she realized that she was a New Yorker,all her life,her dream,her career is in New York.So the moment when she broke up with the Russian and met Big,who is sent by her friends with the words:"take our girl back." in the Paris hotel,she couldn't help crying,couldn't help missing,couldn't help leaving.everyone knows that she and Big were made to be couples.So,what's love?

     Love is nothing,you even can't find a word to describe it;but love is everything,no one can live without it.That's love...

     Sex and the City. 

       当一个人临近死亡的时候会是什么感觉呢,平静,遗憾,不安,满足,还是什么?每次看到或者听到有人去世的场面或者消息,我心里都会突然抽搐一下.当看着自己心爱的人即将远去的时候又会是什么感觉呢,也许那个时候根本不会去想那到底是什么样的感觉吧.刚刚看戴爱莲,黎莉莉,常香玉等老一辈艺术家在去世之前接受采访的录像,她们有个共同点,心里都有一位先生.虽然风光了大半辈子,可如今年过8旬,身边却只剩空气了.每当回忆起与老伴一起走过的日子,眼角的皱纹似乎都舒展开来.爱人的先逝应该带来了很多悲痛吧,看着她们擦拭泪水的手,那双曾被细心呵护的手,现在颤抖地停留在空气中,我也顿时泪如雨下......想起了发,想起他母亲走时的情景,虽然我没有亲临,可是那里的一切似乎都能完整地放映在脑海里.我看见他沮丧的样子,听见他蜷缩在墙角啜泣的声音......一天天长大,一天天学着接受现实,人总是要走的,却总是走得那么留恋.当有一天我也老了,希望我能在爱人旁边看着他安详地离开,没有泪水,只有永远青春的回忆.

      昨天,1月8号,生日耶~~~, 收到很多祝福,很高兴,谢谢大家,谢谢.

      连续两天都没有上网,感觉其实挺爽的.看完"花样"就去睡觉,中途竟然听到老鼠的声音哦,在猪猪的电脑台下面"翻江倒海"的.真奇怪,她不在的两个星期里老鼠都很老实啊,起码我都没听到它晚上出来活动,也没有东西被它咬坏,可是她一回来就把老鼠也唤醒了,哦哦~~老鼠真跟她很亲耶!

      昨天很惊喜地接到SAN的电话,我好像没告诉他我生日啊,所以都没想过他会怎样怎样...看来他是真的把我的生日记住了.也许事情真的像他所说吧,以后谁也说不准,转了一圈后又回到起点也不奇怪.和他认识了9年,大部分时间都是他跟着我转,我不知道他要坚持到什么时候,我还是只想把他当朋友.

      今天一起来,哇~~见到,天气真好啊,离回家的日子也越来越近了,加油加油!

     

       

       雨下了好几天,到处都是湿湿的.昨天也终于把Gavin的简历翻译好,真不容易啊.英语现在越来越重要了,他说几乎每个公司都要求一定的英语水平.woow~这样啊~嘻嘻(偷笑)!

       前几天心情一塌糊涂,可能是太孤独了.原来我也是这样的人啊,还以为自己很清高,很不同呢.还有1天就22岁了,昨天和猪猪他们去了pizzahut~,看着他们两个默契的依偎在一起,心情突然不再复杂了.一句"无可救药的爱上她"让我清楚和他的关系,也许他确实是不适合我的吧.不知道人的一生能遇到几个真爱,不过如果遇到了,就不要轻易放手.

       还有17天就可以回家了,日子啊,过...

      新年了,却没有新的心情,一个人过节最好的消磨方式也许就是看电影吧.看了一个又一个,还是郁闷得不知怎么是好.天阴阴的,湿湿的,心也乱乱的.

      看sex and the city,连着看了两季,发现真的是很社会化,很实际的片子,所以很喜欢.朋友是个永恒的话题,就象爱情.家里的钥匙给自己最亲爱最信赖的人,像父母,像朋友,像爱人,当自己需要的时候帮助不用被挡在门外.可能是因为到现在为止都没有自己住过,所以从来也没有人拥有过我的钥匙.说真的,我也不知道应该把钥匙给谁,身边的朋友总是来了去,去了来的,谁是永恒不变的? 糖,要是你在该多好,你也会象我现在一样迷茫吗?可能除了你之外,我再没有什么可以依赖的朋友了,呵,哎!

      美丽时光,总过得匆忙.人生呢,什么时候结束?

      该死的雨...